Monday, January 24, 2005

does life suck for me? i think so.

i am retracting this entry for one reason. i'm anti-drama. by publicly sharing a chaotic part of my life, i'm embrassing the drama that i despise. i appologize for this juvenile action. no more will i post about stupid things. this blog is reserved for only things that are awesome.

p.s. i rule.

6 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

you aren't being unreasonable. She does sound kind of attached and needy. She's is probably holding your stuff cause she hopes you will get back together with her.

you might have to pull some ninja moves to get your stuff back. Ask her if you can go over to her place and talk, and then as soon as she lets you in, grabs your shit and say goodbye

goodluck friend
-gregor

1:06 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

hey honey.

i say forget about your stuff that she has because it sounds like absolute hell trying to get it back. she only wants you to give her that attention anyways. she needs to grow up and just give your stuff back if she wants her stuff back. if you don't want to talk to her anymore, she should back off and let it go. she's coming off as too clingy and desperate for attention so just ignore her.

love you and miss you.

your noona
jen

2:06 PM  
Blogger icon said...

miss chaddock? i am assuming the L is for lexi. if i'm completely wrong forgive me. this is for 'LC'.

i'm just curious. what am i leaving out? how can i make this story more complete? i suppose i am sad and pathetic. uh, i appologize for that i guess. my blog is about my life, so i write what i please. if you don't like it don't read it. i don't think i'm slandering her name. i explained the situation as i saw it. if you have more info i should post, let me know.
i just want to know if people think i'm crazy. cuz in my eyes, i got shafted. i'd like to hear why you think i'm such a bad person. please let me know.

2:16 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Sounds to me like your girl was look'n for somethin' with the whole "break up" thing. She never wanted to in the first place. She wanted you to give her some attention that was lacking from some random source that only she knows about. Men and Women will never understand each other. Men take everything you say literally and never try to "read" into the meaning. Women never say what they mean, but want men to disect their words and come up with all the "hidden" meanings. That's why things get so fucked up. Men need to dig a little deeper and women need to stop burying everything so far below the surface.

Bottom Line: She knew you wanted out!
Sounds like the girl's intuition got the best of her and was testing you with the break up. She is obviously right, but pissed off about the outcome.

4:17 PM  
Blogger icon said...

ok LC. seeing how we're not friends anymore i can say whatever the crap i want to you. you don't have to appologize for the f-bombs. honestly, i don't give a fuck.
i agree it does take "two to tango". i can be stupid. everyone can. including ms crystal. our personalities clashed a bit too much. yes i wanted her back. it was after she dumped me the first time. i wanted to try to work things out. we talked about our differences and agreed to meet in the middle. compromise. that didn't happen. what makes you think it will work this time? i'm sick of this gay high school make up break up shit. i don't need it.
i'm not the one who ended the relationship. i am choosing not to speak with her for a while because if i do i'll throw myself off the grant street parking garage. the bitching is driving me nuts. i can't stand it. she believes everything is all or nothing. when i don't speak to her for 8 hours she thinks i won't talk to her for the rest of my life. i don't need that.
i'm immature? she's still got my things because she locked the door and refuses to give me them after saying she'd give them back. she also took back gifts that she gave me. but yeah, i'm immature.
i just wanted a break from her. i told her repeatedly that this wasn't a permanent thing. we could get together in the future. it was a possiblity. i told her if we were meant to be together it would work out. she's too fuckin intense for me. after our fight about my stuff... i don't want to talk to her for a very, very long time because of it. i hope i've seen her at her worst because anything more would be god aweful. she curses me out, then appologizes. repeat. when i'm sad i don't talk to her that much, i'm not lovey dovey and i come across as "cold". that's how i am. she tells me i treat her like shit because of that. fuck that. that's me. if she doesn't like it, oh well. it's not my problem anymore.
i'm not perfect and neither is she. who cares what happened, we're not getting back together. now i see it has an impossibility.

11:07 PM  
Blogger happily mortal said...

damn. i'm sorry i missed the actual story. oh, well.

11:57 PM  

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